dear casey,
+ ++ i hope this open letter brings a smile to your face, as i + sit here, i am overwhelmed with the graditude i feel towards + our friendship with have created over the past 5 years, you + have been there for me always, as if you were onlinne mother + and providing support for me that i cherish so deeply and am + very thankful for +
+ ++ our inside jokes and shared moments, experiences, etc have + truly been the highlight of my life, they are reminders of + the bond that we've created over the time we've been friends + for, they remind me of the tears and laughs we've had + together and reminds me of how much time we've spent + together,, i still remember the time we connected, purely by + chance seemingly xD, when i still used to use facebook and + my fb acc got hacked, at the time i was in some lgbt support + group and i wanted to add one person from that group, i + guess i must've mixed you up with someone from that group + and added you instead xDDD, well, little did i know that + this would blossom into a such a beautiful and meaningful + relationship xD +
+ ++ i remember one other thing related to facebook, when u + helped me to create a fake straight-looking facebook account + xD, because my mother kept on incisting on getting my social + media and stuff, i remember u helping me set up a password + on every app so if she tries to take my phone again and look + through it she couldn't do shit xD, you helped me to express + myself authentically without any fear of repercussions, you + have such an incredible character and a generous heart and i + dont think i will ever be able to repay for you for such + noble acts +
+ ++ as time passes, i realize how much you have impacted my life + and,, not only have you been an emotional pillar, but you've + also helped me understand and see the world of adulthood, + for example i remember the time when i was confused about + taxes and u explained it to me xDD, never have i thought i'd + be sitting and asking people about 'what are taxes like + actually xD', your wisdom has become invaluable to me, its + kinda sweet but bitter, bittersweet i think would b the best + word to describe it abt how i feel abt u getting older, its + nice that you're growing and developing an independent life + and going off studying in another country, but the thought + of never being able to meet you fills me with regret and + sadness, i hope i get to meet you before you move, i + remember the time when i felt bad abt meeting u on easter, + that honestly is one of my top regrets because + hjfewhewfihwiuehf xD, but i very much do cherish moments + we've spent together no matter the distance +
+ ++ ive recently noticed that i havent expressed my love for you + as i should have, recalling our conversations,, while i + think you understand how much i appriciate you and how much + i cherish you and all that, i think i should be more + explicit with my platonic towards you, this is why i begun + saying words 'i love you' more, as i can't show it much by + actions, i wish we lived closer to one another to see one + another more frequently, so i could express my love in other + ways, but for now i'm basically left with words, and that's + what i'm trying to do, your presence in my life is a gift + and i am eternally grateful to be a part of yours <3 +
+ ++ thank you for being an amazing friend that you are, your + support, understanding and guidance have made a profound + impact on me,, whether we're laughing or having + heart-to-heart conversations, every moment with you is a + treasure, i am honored to call you my best friend +
+ +with all my love and gratitude and everything there is,
+ +ari
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