update @ Tue Apr 16 16:47:00 EEST 2024

Signed-off-by: Ari Archer <ari@ari.lt>

blog.json

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-    "ghosts": {
-      "title": "ghosts",
-      "description": "one of these more personal blog posts, i feel weird for having one like this here, but eh fuck it lol",
-      "content": "hello ppl\n\nbasically, i just realised i never told this story on this blog\nand i dont mind sharing this\n\nbasically, my whole life i have had a ghost who spends its time on top\nof closets watching me, i see it to this day, i never hear it but maybe i feel it\nsometimes, it feels cold, but idk, basically a watcher, nothing scary,\ni got used to it, i dont believe in ghosts, but i see it lol,\nim only describing it as a 'ghost' all because theres no better word, 'entity'\nsounds too rude and mystic lol\n\nnow, today, an odd thing happened, some invisible cat jumped onto my bed while\ni was sitting in it, went behind me and fell asleep behind me, its back\npushing into me, it was weird, so idk, i didnt move bc i didnt want to wake\nit up, half an hour passed and my back begun hurting ( bc back issues ),\nso i shooed the cat away and it worked, didnt think much of it, but then\nit came back, i was laying and the cat jumped up again, came up next to me\nand started rubbing into my legs, i wanted to be left alone and i shooed it\naway again, it worked, but then i thought 'why does shooing away work if it\ndoesnt exist' and i still dk\n\nanyway, as of writing this i saw the cats eyes -- they were bright ( like LEDs ),\nlong and blue, it blinked at me 2 times i think, bc i saw it 2 times, it flashed ( ? )\nlike blink ? besides that i cant see the cat\n\nthe closet ghost as of now is curled up into a ball on my closet and laying,\nbut its black and long, it usually stares at me, i forgot how its eyes are as i dont\npay much attention to it these days, sometimes i feel overpowered by it, it feels\nlike the whole wall( s ) and / or ceiling becomes the ghost, idk, its weird, but its\nmain base is on top of a closet, as of now its on top of a closet in my room,\nit always is a closet -- i moved 2 times\n\nalso, once when i didnt sleep ( and i think this was purely bc i didnt sleep )\ni saw UFOs and had a panic attack, i heard shit, saw shit, i saw a whole ass alien\nship outside not too far from my house, idk what i was thinking, but lol,\ni cant say much about it as i dont remember it myself really, i only remember\nthe basic stuff ho i panicked and stuff\n\nanyway, ik this sounds bad, but i promise, i dont have schizophrenia, i looked up\nsome basic symptoms and i only show 2 of them -- antisocial behaviour and seeing\nshit and one of them can be explained by my anxiety and aspergers diagnoses\n\ncya next time :) next blog post will probably be DOML, well see tho\n",
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-        "ghosts",
-        "mental",
-        "seeing",
-        "paranormal",
-        "closet",
-        "cat",
-        "invisible",
-        "touch",
-        "creepy",
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     "close-door-beginner-friendly-lecture-parents": {
       "title": "how to close the door ( a beginner friendly lecture for parents )",
       "description": "closed doors annoy me a lot lol, and a lot of other parents seem to not know how to do it, i made this satire blog post explaining on how to do it",