diff --git a/blog.json b/blog.json index a23e52d..a13c347 100644 --- a/blog.json +++ b/blog.json @@ -599,6 +599,12 @@ "content": "hello world,\n\ni will redact the name of the [company]s name as i dont want people\nto go probe their product, anyway, the company is worth quite a bit ( in the multi milions )\nfro what ive searched so that makes me feel even cooler\n\nbasically, im 15, i used to lie abt my age that im 16 but yeah, im 15, i found\na bug in the [company]s product and i got a reply, we chatted for a short while\nand basically at the end i got this response\n\n> Hello,\n>\n> Thanks for your reply. Dev was aware of this issue, but fixing it wasn't a priority, yet. We've been growing so more and more people will try to find ways to misuse our service.\n>\n> We don't have a bug bounty program, but our founder would like to give you $100 for your effort.\n>\n> Do you have a PayPal account we can send that to?\n>\n> Thanks again!\n> [name]\n\nwhich made me feel accomplished kinda, i mean i cant accept it as im 15 and yall already\nknow how good, amazing, lovely, loving, non abusive, great, perfect, super my relationship\nis with my mother ( which is the only person which i can borrow a credit card from as i dont\nhave my own ) and the devs already knew the issue so not like i can accept it anyway\nwithout feeling bad, so yeah, its fine\n\ni just wanted to share bc this is one of those moments that made me feel accomplished in\nsomething lol, its nothing huge, i mean im happy i was able to report it and that they decided\nim worth 100 dollars lol, but yeah, just a cool thing i did and i dont think many 15 year olds\nhave done it, anyway, i just responded with :\n\n> oh, woah, i feel accomplished,\n>\n> im 15 so i cant rlly even have a paypal account, my mother and i dont have the best relationship either so i dont rlly even have an alternative, so yeah, its okay, devs were aware of it anyway\n>\n> thanks for the offer a lot and this will def go into my memory book, thank you for making me a cool 15 yo developer lmfao\n>\n> have a great day, [name],\n> thank u for dealing with my informality, i hope i at least could\n> help a little bit <3\n\nso ye, a cool moment in my life ig, lovely\n\ncya :)\n", "time": 1683488539.601437, "keywords": "company bug bounty money teen developer report bug vulnerability email 100 cool" + }, + "schr\u00f6dingers-crush": { + "title": "Schr\u00f6dingers crush", + "content": "right so ... schr\u00f6dingers crush\n\nlet me explain what a schr\u00f6dingers crush even is, basically i just made this thing up, based\noff [schr\u00f6dingers cat](https:\/\/wikiless.tiekoetter.com\/wiki\/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat?lang=en), lets say ur in the same\nsituation as me right now, u hate to love and love to hate, ur crush is basically ( although figuratively )\ndead, which is what i will talk about today\n\ni think ( actually i probably know ) that i have a schr\u00f6dingers crush, i wont mention him by name, but lets\ncall him idk jack if itll be relevant\n\nanyway, ive been crushing on him since around 8 th grade, now im soon-to-be 10 th grader and im starting to have\nmore of a hate for him than love, ive spent quite a chunk of time on him, worrying abt him, thinking abt him,\ngenerally crushing on him, its sad but it happens, oh well, most ppl just get over it, although if u\nspend enough time on a person and like them a lot like me, u develop a **schr\u00f6dingers crush**,\nwhich is quite painful, i hate to love him is what im trying to say lol, ive had my fair share of rose\ntinted glasses by now and am seeing him now, like im not in anything serious with him but hes def more to\nme than just 'some rando idc abt'\n\nanyway, few reasons :\n\ni dont like the way hes perfect, like hes crazy perfect, all in looks, social life and skills, hes very\nattractive, as proven by literally everyone finding him attractive, hes opposite of what ud call *bitchless*,\nhis proportions are good, hands a nice, hes tall and i find his voice somewhat pleasing but sometimes i just\ncant listen to it lol hes very social, friendly and nice and hes VERY skillful, hes like cracked at everything, hes wikipidia\nsquared, he knows so much its just damn, ppl only having specific knowledge at something like me with it can beat him\nat one specific subject, hes so perfect its hard to see his flaws, which is very annoying,\ndue to this everyone likes him, treats him as flawless and like some sort of monarch i feel like lol\n\n... due to that, hes also very overpowering, lets take school as an example, right until he wasnt my classmate,\ni.e. this yr, to me he looked like the perfect, smart, cute guy, although this yr were classmates and i uh, thats\nno, bad, teachers love him and give him priority, even then, jack just talks, but if he doesnt everyone just\nexpects jack to say smt at this point, only time its rlly not that bad to talk to him is when hes not in school,\nits not as overpowering and u just get less scared and actually have a way in something rather than being\nshut down by some 124 ( \ud83e\udd13 nerding \ud83e\udd13 nerd \ud83e\udd13 idc abt ur paragraphs \ud83e\udd13 shut up \ud83e\udd13 talking to a wall )\nnerd lol, i mean i feel bad for saying this but still, its annoying as a fellow classmate of his that hes like this,\nwhat makes it worse is that hes my crush\n\nonce, around the start of the yr iirc, he also pulled a 'dont let them know ur last move' move, basically we\nhad to present our favourite person, i presented my best friend iirc or grandma idr, others presented their\nfamily and stuff, u will not guess what this smart ass of a man presented ... andrew tate, omg, andrew tate, that\nsmooth ass egg looking mf whos a proven sex trafficker, misogynist and an abuser, thats HIS FAVOURITE PERSON,\nliterally nobody expected that from him, the class went so silent when he presented him ... its just woah, anyway,\nthats my first huge red flag for him, but oh well right ? if he doesnt act on it or anything its fine ? right ????\n\ni uh, yeah, uh, he acts on it \ud83d\udc4d obv not as bad ( actually idk, idk what he does in his free time lmao )\nas andrew tate ( bc that would be illegal ), but def makes weird comments publically, for example in politics class\nwe had like a lesson abt womens rights, he literally laughed at it, and not like its the only time, he did it\nmultiple times, although i cant fully recall it, i def remember politics class, two incidents, 2 nd was abt abortion\nrights where he once again laughed at it\n\nalso one more weird thing, i cant recall if it was before the womens rights incident or after, but basically, in english\nclass, him together with his friends were making fun of me being lgbt lol, like im fairly 'lgbt looking' irl and\nclass knows i think lol, although i never said it directly, anyway, as ive mentioned it was english class at the time\nand when they made fun of me english teacher got so man, like yeah, i get it, but omg i literally almost started\nshaking, i got red and embarrassed, confused even, it was such a painful situation, like yes, im grateful for it,\nbut oh god, i even asked 'what happened huh what huh' and she just shut me lol, i feel sorry for them,, but i mean,,,,,,\ni,, i dont think i do ? do i ? i mean idk tbh, eh, so this just adds to his pile of bullshit\n\nanyway, i think this is enough to prove he isnt flawless like i thought and p much everyone to this day thinks, hes\nopposite of that and thats why i hate to like him, hes not what he presents as, hes fucking horrible, i mean,\nhes not horrible, but hes not good, omg, i feel like im giving him such a large chance to look good but hes fucking\nit over, its so annoying, its like the rose tinted glasses are superglued on me, im fucking over this so much,\ni hate it, its painfully hard to get over my feelings for him even though I WISH i could, i hate it, its bad and\new, i wish i just didnt need to see him lol, i wish i didnt feel anything for him and i was free to see him as just\n'some weird nerd rando i dislike', wish i could see him anything but perfect, thankfully my rose tinted glasses\nare falling off at a rapid rate and i hope it stays this way lol\n\nanyway, hope u never have to go though a schr\u00f6dingers crush, get out of this delusion as quick as u can, get out of\nthe rose tinted glasses stage as far as u can, i stayed in my delusion and now im here, crushes dont go anywhere\nusually anyway, so fuck it lol, drop it while u can\n", + "time": 1684346970.157444, + "keywords": "schr\u00f6dingers crush crushculture culture personality dating red flags teenage love schr\u00f6dinger cat psychology mental mentalhealth school personal" } } } \ No newline at end of file